I love
to read the Bible. I read it every spare moment I have…I am infatuated with the stories and imagine
myself in the same situations that faced the men and women of the Bible. I mourn as Eve takes a bite of
the beautiful yet forbidden fruit, in one disobedient act, bringing tragedy, pain and death to a once perfect world.
I cry as I fashion a cradle out of bulrushes and place my baby in the river to save his life so he could later save
mine. I imagine standing in front of the burning bush…taking off my shoes…and being humbled
by the very voice of Almighty God. I literally sit up a little straighter and feel empowered when I read
God’s repeated command to Joshua “be strong and of good courage...” I envision myself with enough faith
to face the giant with a few smooth stones and sling. I sit in the belly of the big fish and repent of
my disobedience. I reflect upon the character of Nehemiah, Isaiah, Jeremiah, and I long for the qualities
that caused God to look upon them with such favor. I put myself in little Hadassah’s shoes…as
Queen Esther, would I have had the wisdom to see that I was placed in the palace by God ‘for such a time as this’?
I become desperate and then full of hope as I, along with Habakkuk become secure in this resolve:
17 Even though the fig trees have no blossoms,
and there are no grapes on the vines;
even
though the olive crop fails,
and the fields lie empty
and barren;
even though the flocks die in the fields,
and the cattle barns are empty,
18 yet I will rejoice
in the LORD!
I will be joyful in the God of my salvation!
19 The Sovereign LORD is my strength!
He
makes me as surefooted as a deer,*
able to tread
upon the heights.
Oh, and then I read Paul’s letters...over and over again. I make
every effort to follow his example…because he followed Christ’s. I remember when I came to
the spot in the road where I first met Jesus. I sit in prison with Paul and rejoice in freedom because
I, too, have learned to be content. I ask God to give me the kind of love that Paul tells us of in 1 Corinthians
13. I read the books of James and Jude (Jesus’ brothers) and I can’t rap my head around what
it would have been like to grow up with God! And then I read Revelation…such a book of hope to those
who read aloud and hear (understand and act upon) the call back to holiness. I
examine myself and ask God to show me which of the seven churches I am and then I pray daily for the Holy Spirit to change
me. I kneel before the Lamb and sing to Him, “Holy, Holy, Holy…” Yes,
the Bible…the God breathed Words of Life and Hope…I cannot live without!